My heartache is reawakened. I thought it was supposed to lessen with time...yet here I am, only more upset, more lonely than ever before. I'm uncertain if I'm longing for a love or if I'm in need of love. What is it about these days that feels so hopeless? The future seems too abstract and too bleak to plan for.
The further I get from the memories, the stronger my pain grows. I was wiser back then. The calm that comes with being in love & feeling love - it is the highest sense of clarity...and with clarity comes enlightenment. But to an equal extent, unrequited love not only brings unbearable torture but it leaves you unhinged at your core.
Heartbroken,
ElyVas
